Not a great deal to share this week unfortunately. I started a new project at work and have been doing upwards of twelve hours a day in the office so not much time for anything more interesting I’m afraid.
Despite my long work hours Mistress is still maintaining my daily ruined orgasm, you’d think that after months it would become easier and less frustrating but nope, I’m basically always in a states of sexual frustration although I have managed to get my head around that enough that my mind doesn’t wander into a sexual fantasy every time I don’t have something to focus on, not every time.
I have to admit that I struggled with it a bit this week, after working a long day having to strip and kneel for Miss to finger my clit to orgasm only to stop at just the right moment so that my body goes through the motions, my pussy throbbing and thrusting against thin air whilst I get none of the release is incredibly frustrating and caused a few tears this week.
Mistress was really good about it, holding me and comforting me afterwards and even made my food for me but still no release for my constantly wet and needy hole.
Tonight we are attending a dinner party, well I say “we” but in actual fact the dinner party is just for the Dominants. My Mistress, Miss Hannah and four others will be in attendance and myself and the other five subs will be serving them, two cooking (not me thankfully) and the other four as waitresses.
Uniforms have been arranged for all of us, I can only imagine what they will be, something suitably skimpy I would imagine to give the Dominants some entertainment whilst they chat and eat. They are hoping to make the dinner party a regular arrangement so that should be fun. I’m looking forward to meeting the other subs (the ones I don’t already know) and having a good evening. I’ve been promised a real orgasm too so that’s something to look forward to!
Anyway, just a short post to let you know I’m still alive, I will write about tonight as soon as I get time next week x