Bad idea

You know when something seems like a good idea at the time but then later you really regret it?

I went through a phase a couple of months ago when the idea of being locked in my chastity belt for an extended period of time really excited me, I literally dreamed about it every night. In fact I was so obsessed with it that I sought out a way to make it happen and me being me I wanted to make sure that escape would not be a simple matter.

I had recently reconnected with a sub girl that I used to know, called Hannah, who had recently been having a few switchy feelings going on and chastity happened to come up so I told her about my desires for true chastity without having a partner to hold the key. Predictably she offered to be the key holder but I wanted a bit more than that, I knew that if I really begged she would release me and that knowledge would detract from the experience I was seeking.

We discussed different ideas and eventually we came up with a plan which could actually work, my friend went off to look into it and report back. In the mean time my obsession with chastity had no abated but I had started the agreement that I described in my last post. After a couple of weeks she came back and declared that the plan would work and she would help me to put it into action but that it would take some time, I was delighted!

What was the plan you ask? It’s a little long-winded so bear with me…

Well first off I needed to purchase a little eight digit digital safe, that I have done and given it to her. She would then write down eight random numbers, program the door of the safe with those numbers and then leave it open. The piece of paper with the code on would then go into a sealed envelope.

On her next trip around the UK Hannah will find a long-term storage locker at train station or a safe deposit box or whatever. Somewhere she can lock something up and have a key to get at it later. This required a significant amount of research on her part!

Once she had located somewhere to stash it she would put the envelope inside and take the key home. You can probably see where this is going at this point but I’ve started so I’ll finish.

Apparently not all of these things have actual keys, some have codes, some require you to show a ticket, I will just refer to all these as keys to make life simpler. So next time she goes away she will take the “key” with her and wherever she is this time she will find another place to store something and in there she will put the key plus an envelope describing on what and where the key can be used. Then, she’ll have another key to stash…

The plan was that she would follow this process at least three times but in one of my more masochistic moments I suggested we should not put a maximum limit on how many times she would repeat it. I would leave that decision to her and from that moment on I would be submissive in this endeavor.

So that agreement was made several weeks ago now and she has refused to give me any more information on her efforts since then except nearly two weeks ago when she told me she was almost done setting it all up, by which time my obsession with this plan had waned somewhat! I made an attempt to get out of it, I told my new “fuck buddy” about it but he loved the idea and said that my mouth could satisfy his cock just fine and that he’d like to see what would happen if I could get any relief for a while. Having failed there I called Hannah and told her that I wasn’t so up for the idea anymore.

It turns out that in the weeks she had been setting things up Hannah had gone from a very much 50-50 switch to leaning very much toward being a Domme! She told me in no uncertain terms that I was NOT getting out of it, that she had put a lot of effort into organizing it and that now I would do as I was told! I have to admit, I was really quite wet when she ended that call with me in mid sentence.

That brings you up to date on my impending doom. Any day now she is going to call and tell me to come to her flat with my belt, which is an hours drive away. She’ll give me a brand new padlock and tell me to put on the belt, then I’ll have to put the keys in the safe and lock it, then she will give me an envelope containing a key and a location and my “adventure” will have begun.

Hannah is always away, she travels literally all over the UK (and Ireland) for work so these keys could be stashed anywhere, I do some travelling for work but mainly I work in Cambridge these days so I will only really be able to travel at the weekend to follow my little treasure hunt which means I could possibly get two in a weekend which means I will be in the belt for AT LEAST one full week and depending on how cruel she has been I could be in it for a lot longer.

Those who have been reading for a while will remember that I wore the belt for a week once, it was hell, I was going crazy by the end. Just to put this in perspective I have quite a high sex drive, I make myself cum at least once a day and often more than that. This belt, that I spent a fortune on (why?), is exceptionally effective. It is made to measure, it fits like a glove and it works perfectly. I need clitoral stimulation to cum almost every time, the only times I have cum without it (that I can remember anyway) were from vigorous penetration, neither of which are even remotely possible in this chastity belt.

So there you have it, my bad idea is coming back to haunt me big time,I can’t get out of it and I am truly dreading it!

22 thoughts on “Bad idea

  1. Hi Lo, liking this new chastity adventure. Look forward to reading further. Interestingly I now have a new sub living near Cambridge. Completely new to everything in our dark world but in a short time is taking pain and pleasure equally and wanting to try more. I’ll email you to put some ideas to you. Steve ๐Ÿ˜‰ x

  2. Love the new adventure and I hope Hannah has a great time making you wait and wait. Hannah if you are reading, play it out for at least two weeks but really I want to say, make her wait a whole month and her last key, you are holding so she has to come to you, perform any services you require before getting that last key and taking off the belt. I suspect Lois will agree to almost anything to get some relief even to put the belt back on immediately afterwards ๐Ÿ™‚ and the fun can begin again ๐Ÿ™‚
    Simon

    1. I can’t give away too much here obviously but it is going to be an interesting time for our little Lo!

      She doesn’t seem very grateful of all the effort I have put in does she? I’ll have to think of a way to repay her for that I think.

      Han

      1. I agree Hannah…our dear little Lois has been truly ungrateful of the effort you put forth and as such she should be punished as well while wearing her belt and oysters come to mind. You see we really need to make a pearl of this situation…er of Lois I think…and you know how pearls are formed…but of course.. with some sand. Imagine having her cunt filled with sand while in her belt…by the end of her term we should have a string of pearls…don’t you think? Plus this opportunity makes for a good challenge as well…don’t you think Lois?…and you probably thought I forgot about you Lois.

      1. “Her”? It is almost time Lo. Enjoy these next few days and keep your phone handy, I’ll be requesting your presence very soon!

        Han

  3. Well Lois it seems you may truely get to experiance the old adage ” Be careful what you wish for, you may get it!” Hannah, I do agree that Lois has acted rather ungrateful toward you.

  4. But of course, as much as you may be “Dreading” what is to come, is there a moment when you can think of it, without feeling your wetness….?

    I’m sure that both yourself and Hannah are going to find this an interesting experience….

      1. Well that’s also the purpose of my suggestion/commentary…to absorb that wetness you will be amassing over the days…wouldn’t want it running down your legs while in a meeting now would we?

  5. There are some fantasies that should stay just that, but I think you and I know that this is not one of those….

    Even if you truly did dread the idea of living it for real, it would only be a matter of time before you found yourself wearing your belt, and going almost insane as you drive to yet another deposit box in the hope that this one will finally contain the means of your release inside…..

    This Fantasy was born within you, from your own need. A submissive does not choose her path, “Choice” is but an illusion, nature has made her in such a way that she will always be at the call of Another. The periods of not wearing a Collar is not freedom, but time to await the next Dom/me who sees her as she is, and understands her need.

    you will always walk the tightrope between dread and longing lois. you fear the torment that you know will lies ahead, yet your body learned at 18 that such “torments” can be so very sweet….

    Let your mind fight against the idea, for the longer you resist, the more you and Hannah will enjoy your ultimate surrender……

  6. Mr. Sandman, bring me a dream
    (Bung, bung, bung, bung)
    Make him the cutest that I’ve ever seen
    (Bung, bung, bung, bung)
    Give him two lips like roses and clover
    (Bung, bung, bung, bung)
    Then tell him that his lonesome nights are over

    Sandman, I’m so alone
    Don’t have nobody to call my own
    Please turn on your magic beam
    Mr. Sandman, bring me a dream

    Bung, bung, bung, bung

    I just couldn’t resist! ๐Ÿ™‚

  7. Lo, I remember what agony that week in a belt was for you.

    Clearly you do as well, and yet you went to great lengths to replicate – and expand on – the experience. And Hannah, it appears, is rather enjoying the dommely power this gives her, and is going to make you earn back the right to have an orgasm.

    How is this any different (other than not leaving marks and being lots more prolonged…) from wanting to be whipped, being desperate during the whipping for it to stop, but being really happy about it afterwards? It’s the joy of submitting when you know it’s going to be awful, and doing it anyway, and you know you love it. ๐Ÿ™‚

    Oh, and on that previous occasion, I also remember that when your former mistress finally granted you relief, you had an orgasm for the ages. So you have that to look forward to. Enjoy!

    xx Lea

    1. I remember both parts of it very well, that week was a total nightmare and this is going to be longer for certain. Although, Kayleigh was quite cruel with it whereas I’m hoping Hannah won’t be so bad.

      I’m hoping the orgasm at the end will make it all worthwhile but it is a very small light at the end of a long tunnel!

  8. So, a bank holiday weekend of hunt the key: just seen your Tuesday night tweet (good work Hannah!). Looking forward to hearing about your frustrated progress …

  9. Oh goody, a treasure hunt! Kayleigh tortured you with sounds and images all the time while you were in the belt, I suspect this won’t be the case this time.

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