Yesterday was not a good day, I don’t really want to go into the main reason why but there were various things that all seemed to get the better of me at once! I swayed between furious and on the verge of tears for several hours and by the time I got home I was physically and mentally exhausted.
Fortunately Mistress dropped everything (called in sick) and came round, She listened to me, held me and then dominated me. It felt really good to just let it all go and just be Her sub and nothing more. Wearing only my collar I bathed Her, I fed Her, I massaged Her, I basically did whatever She told me to do and I didn’t think about any of it, I just did it, it was amazing and just what I needed. Eventually She put me to bed in my cage at the bottom of my bed (which She slept in) and I slept better than I have in a long time, I was totally content. This morning I felt much better.
One of the things we did agree on last night is that I will no longer be serving as the “toilet attendant” at the party tomorrow night. I’m not entirely sure what my role will be at this point but I am still going and I doubt I will just be another guest, we will see.
Sorry if this turn of events disappoints anyone but I will still let you know what we get up to.